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Old July 6th, 2009, 10:38 PM  
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Default Re: Self Harm Calendar

Originally Posted by Rugbyjock View Post
Sorry I was gone so long with no internets, caved Saturday, haven't stopped since. I can't feel anything, I want to feel something, even if it's pain. I'm just..numb. Like my whole being, mind body and soul, are on novocaine. 10 deep on right thigh, 4 on each bicep because i'm realising that big muscles get me nothing. Fuck. I'm just tired of this cycle of drinking and cutting. But since I'm the only one who cares, whatever.
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