My gf and I have sex all the time, we have been for the past 3 months. But now she wants to try bondage and kinky stuff. She has a friend who can get her all the stuff, but I'm really not sure if I want to or not. She always does stuff for my liek giving me bjs in school bathrooms and stuff liek I have to beg her to do. So, I'd feel awful letting her down. Any ideas on what I shoudl do, I'm just not sure.