Thanks for that silence...I appreciate you putting that on here. I have delayed my "suicidal actions" because of my dog...but things are just not getting any better and if anything they're just getting worse...I just can't handle things for much longer... My only method of coping is cutting and that's not making things any better...if anything it's making things worse cuz I'm having to hide it and deal with the scars afterwards.
I guess I just want to get away...is all. But my parents don't understand that at all. They think they understand but they don't!
I just don't know what to do anymore...I'm at a loss of what to do...how to cope...etc etc.
Sry for posting this. i'm sure you don't need to hear it.