This is weird... i can't say what is going on with me, But i know im stressing. Im ashamed and embaressed inside. Sometimes when im around friends or just people, I just want to hide myself under a blanket. I cry all the time. Every meal that I have eaten for the past 5 days I've forced myself to vomit it up. I starve myself for as long as I can and when i do eat, its usually allittle bit of food, and i throw up portions of it at one time. I purge about 6 times a day. I am afraid to gain weight, but I think this is more of a self-injury thing. Whats going on with me.... am heading towards full blown bulimia?