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Old December 31st, 2005, 09:59 PM  
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Name: Heather, Duh.
Join Date: March 29, 2004
Location: The Sunshine State.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
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Default Ever Have One Of Those Nights?

Ever have one of those nights where you can't think of anything else than the scars all over your arms? Ypu can cover them up as much as possible, long sleeves, jackets. armwarmers, sweaters, bracelets, but still you cant forget that they're there no matter how hard you try. Where you look back and cant remember a time when your arms were clean, free of any type of wounds? Wondering, how the hell did things get like this, how the hell did I let myself become this way?

Tonight's one of those nights for me. I can't get my head away from it no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I try to distract myself, I keep coming back to it.
  • "Pink ribbon scars
    That never forget
    I've tried so hard
    To clense these regrets."
    -Smashing Pumpkins
I'm just kinda ranting--again, I just didn't want to feel so alone in this.
I'm Sorry.

“Some days even my lucky rocketship underpants won't help.”
-Calvin & Hobbes.
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