Just a rant
Hah, never thought that I'd be one to start a thread in here, because well it's me and yeah.
Anyways, I can't do it, I can't be in a relationship with someone. Its silly. People know that, people stay away from me, I stay away from them and everythings great. Except this guy. He didn't. Everything feels wrong though, I dont know, I just dont feel comfortable being around him at all anymore. My counselor keeps saying that its because I shove everyone away, she has a whole scenario about how I have a 10 ft wall built around me, with a huge moat around it and crocodiles in the water, and if you get past that there's poisonous gas, and yeah, in the end, very very few get near. But I also can't hurt him by telling him that I can't do this, its like I'm afraid to. So I've kinda been avoiding him, which isnt fair to him, its not his fault. And yeah, I need to just get it over with.
Sorry, I'm done ranting. Thanks.
“Some days even my lucky rocketship underpants won't help.”
-Calvin & Hobbes.