Last night my sister and her boyfriend found out that i self harm. The only guy i trusted told them. I found out that my sister also self harms. (My family is pretty screwed up). So much pressure has been lifted from me. I was terrified about going on my holiday because my scars are noticeable but if they both know then i only have to hide them from my mum. I could have died when she asked me if i self harmed. Seriously, my heart was going crazy and i felt paralyzed. It kinda feels more acceptable to self harm though, which isnt too good if i want to recover from it.
Anyway, its been 86 days i think. Trying to get to 100
"But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?"
- Mark Twain