I need to get my razor.
Its been 84 days now but i cant handle it anymore.
Ive screwed up again but i didnt think i did but everyone kept telling me i did and is blaming it on me so now i need to cut. I really really do. I cant get through tonight. Not another night staying awake trying to resist. I have dreams about cutting every night. I cant get it outta my head.
I thought i was getting better.
"But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?"
- Mark Twain