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Old December 21st, 2005, 09:20 PM  
dying lullaby
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yeah talking is not an option...she just doesnt understand. she thinks there has to be one concrete reason as to why i do this and there isnt one...there are a million reasons why i do this and i couldnt name one of them.
i'm not going to get help b/c she knows i am cutting again...if anything she'll try to make me go back to the hospital over christmas break and that'll do no good, the hospital is only there to keep ppl from suicide then they let them go...i would get out in a week tops if i behaved myself...if i decided to act like i've been acting i could stay longer. but i dont want to so they'll just see the 'perfect' side of brianna...i am so cynical tonight, sorry guys

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