life is worth living. you are seeing the negative things it ahs to offer. this girl she wasnt worth it, i know you were with her for so long, but she isnt worth getting worked up about. i know that is easier said than done. u need to do something that makes you happy. no matter what it is.
focus on the good things life has to offer. forget the bad. forget this girl. thats the past. look to the future and to the happiness it can bring you.
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