Thread: I Feel Tired...
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Old December 12th, 2005, 10:11 PM  
Default I Feel Tired...

Well I should start off by saying that I'm not going through the best times right now. My pills aren't working. I threw them out the window.
I'm not even going to take meds anymore. I'm tired of them.
I want to be real. Living on pills(literally, I am.) is fake. If I want to beat depression, I can't hide in my corner and take 3 different medications that make me oblivious to everything.


Secondly, counseling has been ok. I go 3-4 times a week. I also turned myself into a teen rehab called "Teen Matters". They have helped a little. No one seems to understand though.
I am a liar, a thief, a slave, a burden. I am ready to end it.
I feel as though I fake it to every person here and everyone around me.
Life sucks. I'm ready to let go now.
Just let loose. End it all. End everything. I feel tired...
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