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Old December 1st, 2005, 12:44 PM  
///James///
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Join Date: August 18, 2004
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Default this is really pissing me off

ok recently my depression has been not as bad as before, but there are times when it gets to an extreme.

when im totally bored or something or when im having a constant trail of thoughs on one thing, i always dont feel like right or anything, i feel that im the only one who is like this or who thinks this way or watever, then the though of "the world would be better off without me" comes to mind, but i try and put it off but that is hard.

its annoying me so much, like i usually have fuck all though of cutting again, there is a huge tempation to take up some "Dirty" habbits to in a way calm my nerves, to make me feel good for once, but that would just fuck me up completly

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