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Old March 22nd, 2009, 01:11 AM  
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Name: Addison
Join Date: September 26, 2007
Location: Espaņa (from USA)
Gender: Male
Default Re: Self Harm Calendar

2. I'm worried for myself because I don't even make sense to myself. I did two, light, very light, small ones on my arm. I'm sure people will be able to see them. Fuck. It was stupid. I feel even worse now. Hopefully, one time I will feel so bad after doing this that I will never want to do it again...

The stress builds up all the time. I get overwhelmed. Over nothing. I have medication, I can't seem to take it on time. I have therapy, but she doesn't know much of anything about self harm. Plus I rarely get sessions because of insurance. I get anxious over nothing. Just visualizing something that would be a huge step for me makes me freak out. It would be a terrible thing that would help me get over my anxiety and my depression hopefully. I have to see my dad tomorrow, I think. I don't know what I am going to do.

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