Re: Self Harm Calendar
Night before last. Deep into my left leg. I got the instrument stuck in my leg and it was numb all the way until a while after I got out of bed at 5pm. (I went to sleep at 1am.) I just felt everything that I pushed to the back of my mind crashing down on me. I had a huge mess to clean up and I end up having to use a pad and electrical tape to get the bleeding to stop.
Somebody now has their initials in my leg.
Somewhere around 15.
i had to run away high so i wouldn't come home low.