I don't hate you Austin! I never have!
I'm so sorry that he's not going but please I'm begging you not to give up! I know that you don't think it means anythign but I care! I really do care so much about you I don't wish you anything but the best! Stuff has happened to you that most of us can't even imagine, and that you never ever deserved and I'm sooo sorry for that. It honestly breaks my heart, but please please please don't give up. If you need to talk PLEASE pm me, im me, email me anything! I'm here for you!