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Old October 27th, 2005, 11:00 AM  
kolte
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Name: Matt
Join Date: May 31, 2005
Location: usa
Age: 26
Gender: Male
Default I fall

I feel sick
its like their is a core in my stomach
and its turning, churning
and i can't get that moment out of my head
you make me want to throw up
these suicidel thoughts keep coming up
I just thought I ment more to you then that
but you could forget about me so easily
I'm nothing I guess
run with what makes you happy babe'
and I'll just sit in the dack drowing myself with this poison
untill my legs give
and my face hits this cold tile floor
and my eyes close for the last time
tonight they will celebrate the death of me
when they find my cold body stowed away on a bathroom floor
blood leaking from my mutilated arms
and the poisen I consumed retched out over the tile floor beside me
and a note, a somber note with a poem etched into it with tainted ink
reading my last regards
this is your fault it says
you did this to me
I was happy with you
and when you betrayed me
it killed me
death only comes when their is no happyness left
you were my last ray of sunshine
and you have now become conceled behind the mountians
goodbye world
I hate you
I love you
I need you
I want you
I'm sorry but this razor is slipping
and now I am complete
at least I still love you
I close my eyes
and I let the blood erupt from my vains
the pleasureable pain that gets me threw
and this one was purpusely deep
I fall
goodbye


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