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Old December 17th, 2008, 03:12 AM  
Zephyr
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Name: Steph
Join Date: January 15, 2008
Location: Oregon
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Blog Entries: 6
Default Re: Self Harm Calendar

I've had an epiphany.
I'm just going to stop posting here.
Every time I come back to update,
I feel like a failure looking back on all that I've done,
And it makes me feel worse.
Posting and updating here becomes an addiction,
And helps in feeding the self-harm addiction.
It becomes too much of a crutch for getting sympathy,
And I don't want nor need sympathy.
Sympathy just makes me worse,
When all I really need is empathy, a dose of reality and a swift kick in the arse.

So this is my goodbye to the Self-Harm Calendar.

So if you care to find me, look to the western sky.
As someone told me lately, everyone deserves a chance to fly.

✯ Alis Volat Propriis ✯
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