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Old October 22nd, 2005, 11:31 AM  
I am: I am
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Name: Matt
Join Date: May 31, 2005
Location: usa
Age: 27
Gender: Male
Default ending it

drifting in and out of this state of mind
so lost in my own consienceness
groping at what isnt mine
wish that i could just confess

happiness and heathiness are not part of my routine
I live in a state of hope and hate
my life is but a dream

holding hands with the wrong mate
any second I will meet fate
my job in life was to procreate
and I will fail, no heavens gate

my different plasure will be then end
of a road in life that should have been
no good will come out of my desision
I think it is time for the end

and though I love you more then air
you don't seem to even give a damn
you act like you don't even care
so into the waters I will decay
and live out life in another way

my faulty religion will give me hope
that in a next life I wont invoc
the sorrows that I've endoured on this road
and maybe I find love in a different moad

kolte blount

""The New Law of Righteousness," that there "shall be no buying or selling, no fairs nor markets, but the whole earth shall be a common treasury for every man," and "there shall be none Lord over others, but every one shall be a Lord of himself.""
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