slipping in and out
Ugh, i just wanna die, i can no longer stand life. everyone hates me, they do, and though i feel so much pain, i know, or at least hope that the road will change for the better. I feel so disorganized. Its like my life is a scattered mess of paper strown about across a desk. And every time i try to gather the papers up, a splinter stabes my hand. I want a way out, Its not fair. I never did anything to deserve such agony. I want out. I try and try to help people, and they shove it in my face. I will never please anyone, they all just want more. Every time i do somting its taken for granted, or people just don't get it. They don't get me, my family doesnt get me, I'm alone in a world that hates me and their is not way out.
""The New Law of Righteousness," that there "shall be no buying or selling, no fairs nor markets, but the whole earth shall be a common treasury for every man," and "there shall be none Lord over others, but every one shall be a Lord of himself.""