I have a similer situation. When I was 10 years old my dad snapped with shizo. and I'm not really allowed to see him anymore. When I do he dosnt recognize me and it really hurts for him to say the mean things he does cuz he doesnt remember me, his son. But I find that if you do somthing you like, like play sports (gay) or video games, or write or draw, you get your mind off the bad things. also vt is a great place to vent. And, just remember, when things are getting you down, and you feel like you don't control your life. think "I'm gonna get out of school and be on my own and controll my own life one day and none of what these people say or do is going to affect me" if fact, if people bother you know, in school or at the house. You don't ever have to see those people again because you will be controlling your own life after school. just keep that in mind.
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