Originally Posted by dying-to-live
Why can't i just be like all the other brain washed preppy girlys who never have to think that their abnormal? i'm tired of being me, its just not good enough. i'm tired of waking up wondering if today is going to be as bad as tomorrow. yes i'm a pessimist and i didn't used to be. everythings spinning and its not the fall thats killing me. its getting back up from the fall. people always tell me they understand, but i don't even understand.
sry for that, very stressed out and i needed to get that off my chest.
Ok heres the deal.
If you continue to do the same thing you are doing today you can only expect the same results in the future.
Change is constanently happen and you just need to let yourself go with the flow. Decide who you want to be and then go live that vision.
Also, if you run around depressed people will avoid you. No one want to hang out with someone who is depressed. So start smiling.