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Old August 29th, 2017, 06:30 PM   #1
Emily_
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Name: Emily
Join Date: August 20, 2017
Gender: Female
Default I just want to let it out..

So recently I've been really depressed and upset because things aren't going to well. I do have people to talk to about my depression but sometimes I just can't because they don't reply or I think I'll upset them..ALOT.

I've self harmed a lot recently because everyone just seems mad at me and I just feel like shit because I don't have the guts to say what I want to do or what I want. So if I get in a fight, and I am right, I'll just accept being shouted at and self harm later. Yes I do get really upset, but its gotten to the point were I just let people hurt me.

Sometimes I get into a fight with my boyfriend or family, they do say "omg I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that", later, but it still hurt me. I love you so much, I show you so much love, yet they repay me like this.

This might sound like I'm only thinking about myself but I think it's time I do. Please give me advice on what I should do...
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