Thread: The End
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Old August 20th, 2017, 04:07 PM   #1
EssentialAspiration
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Join Date: December 14, 2014
Age: 18
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Default The End

I believe the inevitable end is close. Due to my destructive and saddening downward spiral I no longer find joy in anything I do. I hate myself. I hate the way I look and I hate the person I have become. I now officially have no future in this world of any relevance. My only option to continue is now to find myself a shit job and live on the rest of my days like the rest of this miserable town I live in, living for the weekend, drinking away my misery of past dreams and the memory of the sense of self belief I used to hold. I am useful to nobody and a burden to all, especially myself. I have achieved nothing, and eventually I have to stop kidding myself, and I believe that time is coming soon.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know why I am posting this here. I don't know what I am expecting to hear nor what I want to hear. Perhaps a glimmer of hope that I doubt could ever exist for a person like me.
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