I do, Cody.
And I'm so sorry, I wish I had something, anything to say which could just take the whole feeling from you. If I could, believe me I would. I'm sorry that you have to feel this, I'm sorry that you get that bit of happiness and then in an instant you are back into whatever hell you were int the first place.
If there is anything
that I can do, please tell me, you mean so much to me Cody and you deserve much better.
Hang in there, and take care,.