I lost count after 32
Did you ever feel so much pain inside you forgot how to cry?
like you'd slipped into hell.....like you wanted to die?
Shattered heart and shattered cries
Leave me here in full disguise
Deepened agony and deepened sorrow
With no real hopes in sight tomorrow
Bloody hands and bloody blade
All your pain you want to fade
Silent cries and silent screams
Corrupting all your happy dreams
Guilty thoughts and guilty noose
You must put all bad things to use
Painful words and painful tears
All have been seen through this broken mirror
Crimson scars and crimson hate
All wrapped together in her shattered mistake.