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Old October 31st, 2015, 05:12 PM   #1
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Default I'm afraid of intimacy… am I the only one?

So I just want to say it to something… I've never said it before. not to anyone.

When I was kid, like age 7 or 8, my grandfather… he was touching me in private areas and so did my uncle's brother. I was very little, but I can briefly remember it… and I was 12 when a man tried to rape me… thanks god I could define myself… and also there was a man, which was doing that touching thing. So now, everything what is connected with kissing or sex is gross to me… I can't even kiss my boyfriend normally, because you know… it's so gross… even kissing… and I want to know. I'm the only one? just wanted to share it to somebody though, cause I can't tell it to my mom, or to my friends…
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