Originally Posted by JusticeandMercy
Looking back, I really wish I'd stopped myself; I'd be almost two weeks clean today. Begin again, I guess.
I know it's hard, it's like addiction and saying you wish you had stopped is whole lot easier than actually stopping yourself in that moment when that bit of outside pain is all you want. Everytime we stop and don't cut is one more step in overcoming this thing and getting a little stronger. It might not feel like you want to stop (I actually don't) but you know it's bad and damaging and that honestly is the only thing keeping me going and trying to quit. You can do it!
sorry that was so long 😳