Originally Posted by Otaku Geek
I've tried that for just about 4 years. And yeah, it was a bad "vacation". I honestly think the only way I'll ever stop is to either commit suicide or go into a psych ward, and I favor the first over the second.
2 more on my right arm today.
You shouldn't favor suicide over a psych ward. A psych ward might suck, but it will help you. If you need help, you have to get it. Maybe going to a psych ward will help you permanently. After a time there, you might never want to harm yourself anymore. Get help before you even think about killing yourself.