Originally Posted by Anonymous
I really don't want to do it again, but it's wierd. I like the scar. I keep feeling it, pushing on it, looking at it. For some reason...I like it.
I know exactly what you mean. I'm about the same way. It's mesmerizing and i hate to admit it. For me that's what keeps drawing me back. I do so well for long periods of time and i tell myself i don't need it but then i suddenly miss it and want it and i relapse. Try a red pen. It works for a little while and still looks really cool. I found that if i tries to draw what looked like a scar in red pen it had a good effect