There is no place that i can put it.
no thing I could change.
I have caused everyone so much pain.
As i look at myself in the mirror and let the tears pour down like rain.
Cling to my pillow tightly.
Praying not to awake.
Hoping that there will be not tomorrow.
And hoping my life is at stake.
Ive fallen in this black hole so suddenly.
Im down here with nothing to bring me up.
No one here to blame.
All that is left of me.
Is my mental unstableness.
It brings more tears to my eyes
Knowing that no one is on the same ship.
Im trying to put all my pieces back together quickly,
before i mess up again.
"life has a funny way, of blowing everything up in your face"
all thats inside is blank.