Hello, I'm 14. I started puberty late at 13, just a few months back. I never really felt like masturbating, until very recently (I guess it was due to my late puberty).
A couple of weeks back, almost unconsciously I started thinking about the boys in my class and started rubbing my vag...that was how I realized I needed to masturbate, but I didn't penetrate because I felt it may hurt.
Then 4 days back, I tried penetrating, first with my finger, then with the back of a toothbrush and it hurt very bad and I saw some blood coming out. My period wasn't due anytime soon. I am scared and haven't told anyone. Is this normal?
I feel like masturbating more frequently now, and I only rub and control the urge to penetrate since I'm scared it may hurt...What should I do?