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Old February 9th, 2015, 12:11 AM  
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Name: Jo
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Default Re: Non Self Harm Calendar!

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Originally Posted by Excalibur View Post
Day 4. Wow I feel so under-achieved, it seems like everyone's in their hundreds at least and doing fine, and I've been struggling these past 4 days...
Believe me, just because the number is high doesn't mean we're all fine and not struggling just as much. Last night I had a dream I had cut myself and nearly woke up screaming. It may get easier but we all have days and nights where it is just as hard. Four days is amazing. I used to have days where I honest to god could not even go four hours without cutting. Every hour and every day is an achievement.


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