Re: Non Self Harm Calendar!
Yesterday night was the first time I had cut myself in 3 years. It felt really weird, and it was a massive shock for me. Things have been horrendous lately, long story but everything seems to be going wrong for me and I am very, very alone. I had a terrible panic attack and went crazy basically.
Now today I feel really disorientated and I'm in a deep state of regret, my left arm is covered in cuts and now I have to go back to hiding my arms all the time, and waiting until my cuts are healed enough to conceal them with make-up.
Consider this day 1.
"I can't judge any of you. I have no malice against you and no ribbons for you. But I think that it is high time that you all start looking at yourselves, and judging the lie that you live in." ~ Charles Manson