i was kinda in the same dilemma
do stuff that YOU think is fun (swimming, skiing, bowling, eating, etc)
that way you can build urself back up again
if people have a problem with it. fuck them. they have their lives.. u have urs. live it the way YOU want.
im not trying to be harsh or anything so please dont think i am.
im just saying. do stuff what u like to do and what keeps u entertained. i mean, i know its hard making people happy, but you and the people around got to find something yal both can enjoy and be free...