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Old July 20th, 2005, 06:48 PM  
crushed_47
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Join Date: May 31, 2004
Location: MA
Default i dont know who i am anymore

I don’t know who I am. I can’t be myself and I can’t be who people want me to be. I’ve tried so hard to be what other people want, that I forgot how to be myself.
What do you do when you can’t be what other people want, including what you want? It causes you to hate yourself. Nobody wants to be around me anymore.
I’m a different person with different people because different people want me to be different things. I try too hard to please everyone. I cannot be myself no matter what and I don’t know what being myself means anymore.

..Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem..

I keep hoping for something that cannot possibly be real.
I wish I could just forget the way I feel.
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