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Old July 4th, 2014, 02:26 AM   #1
Celtics
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Well it runs in my family, so that's not good. I've never "seen" someone or something before but I always think someone is there at night. I read the symptoms and I have pretty much all of them.

Depression, Anxiety, Suicidal Thoughts, Isolation, no emotion, problems paying attention, Delusions, trouble sleeping, trouble concentrating, bizarre behaviors.
A lot of these just started happening, I've never seen something like I said but as I type this I think/feel that people are watching me right now (only happens at night when I'm alone). If I do have it I don't have as bad as some family members, but they have it to the extreme. I don't want to say I have it, but its hard to explain on here. I don't feel comfortable to go tell my parents I want to talk to someone, since I don't have trust in psychologists from past experiences. I just want my life back, sorry to everyone that is going through this it sucks. (I think demons are watching me, so I am listening to christian music 24/7 in my room, never feel safe anymore at my own house).

I thought that i was just depressed or had anxiety but after this, this fits me so much better sadly and I'm 95% certain I have it, don't know what to do.

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"What is depression like?" He whispered.
"It's like drowning. Except you can see everyone around you breathing." | If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears.

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