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Old May 5th, 2008, 12:59 AM  
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Join Date: August 17, 2007
Location: pleasanton ca for shizz
Gender: Female
Default Re: Self Harm Calendar

im worried because i dont want to end up in a mental hospital again.. but it feels so good. i havent since.. well yesterday morning... i had to resist today. right here on my arms is the best ive ever had it. and that relief might be worth a lockdown.. even though i know nothing will change i just want to be ok....

wow like all my thoughts are contradicting eachother. i dont even know what im saying anymore.. but i know things will get worse......

...but she was blind to this...

~i am rowan hear me roar
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