I was just out with a group of mates heading towards the skate park and he was there! I took one look at him and I actually felt physically sick! Thing is I can't avoid him because some of my friends are friends with him too and I can't talk to him either because I wouldn't know what to say (because there is so much I wanna say) and I'm scared he'd be even more horrible to me!
I need a boyfriend or a girlfriend but I'm not that interested in anyone else
I Would probably be okay if I could either just not see/hear about him for a while but I can't as people keep reminding me of him (unintentionally)
Trust me Josh problems of the heart are not a good thing!