My own thoughts
I saw sarah post her similar thoughts in her thread, I feel more confident to share now.
As you probably know, I've thought of suicide before. But I just keep having these disturbing images, then the reaction of all who apparently love me and just the aftermath. I feel better, not as depressed as before, but I still have these Images and they just make me feel even more depressed, almost worthless. I have mixed thoughts basically. And if you're just going to post "Oh please don't Kev" then don't, I don't want sympathy, I just want help and a half explanation of why I have these thoughts, am I the only one who thinks this shit?