Originally Posted by crushed_47
Have you ever wanted to get seriously hurt .. and like end up in the hospital .. like close to death.. just to see who would visit.. and who really cares about you? How people would react?
I don't know.. just something I thought about.. and I really would want that to happen. it might sound weird.. but i don't feel that anybody cares about me. Well, i know my family does.. but i mean like my friends. Sometimes i feel that none of them care about me.. and i just want to find out who does.. and want them to realize how much i mean to them.. if i do at all. know what i mean?
its like that quote.. "sometimes you just have to run away.. just to see who will follow"
that is EXACTLY how i feel.
i just get to a point sometimes where im like fuck it i dont care...but then you regret it afterwards..just like me and that rash..i was stupid enough to take another pill when i had it and now im scarred... well it WILL NOT GO AWAY. and it sucks..
its like.. i know people care..but it feels as if they dont..and u cant get rid of the feeling you gotta prove yourself
man... i wanted to cry when i read this paragraph cause this is exactly how i feel right now