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Old April 6th, 2008, 09:41 PM  
brokenfaerie
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Join Date: April 6, 2008
Location: mn, usa
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Default Re: Self Harm Calendar

hi. i'm new. i'd like to say i'm 4 months 13 days cut free. my biggest fear is to start again. i've been a cutter on and off for the last 6 years and i finally hit rock bottom while in a in adolescent psyche ward last november. i had snuck in 7 or 8 blades in the space where my batteries go in my calculator and in my math book. i went on a full and bloody rampage on myself and then i turned myself in. i scared myself really bad and haven't touched a blade since. i live with the scars everyday. i fear what i'll have to do for prom. i'm afraid what i'll do as a camp councelor this summer. but my biggest fear is cutting again.

i hope you guys quit too. it only gets worse and worse. don't wind up on the floor of psyche ward bathroom floor covered in blood crying and needing many many stiches.

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edit- i thought this was the anti-si thread. oh well you guy could still use my experience as motivation.

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