I think..I'm depressed...
Seriously. Not attention seeking either. I can act happy, (in real life and online...) and I always seem to have a smile on my face, but something is telling me I am at least border lining depressed.
After reading the topic about what depression is, i realised how much I relate to it, and after what I've been through in the last two years, I'm surprised I'm still standing. I don't want to go into details, but a lot has happened and I don't want to take the problems in my life lying down anymore. I've dabbled in drugs, and was cutting myself at one point.. (I only cut now when I'm REALLY down...)
Trouble is, I can only just admit it to myself, let alone anyone else. I just can't face my parents, let alone a doctor.
Please don't tell me to go to my doctor, but I would like a bit of guidance here please.
Thanks for listening to my ramblings...