You can make it through this, I know you can. I hate to use myself as an example because I know everyone and every situation is different, but there was a time when I didn't think I could keep going, either. But somehow I was able to keep pushing onward, and now my life is better than it ever was. Your life can get better, too. Give things a chance to turn up, and try to stay as positive as you can. There is always something worth living for. And I know you have it in you to stick this out.