I remember watching peter pan when I was little and there was something I really liked about Jeremy Sumpter but I just couldn't put my finger on it. But when I found out was when I was say 10 or 11 in primary and me and my friend were sitting outside one day he leaned on me and kinda hugged me and I liked it
it was also round about the time I had just found out about porn, and I was watching the guy more than the girl.
And I kept telling myself no, you can't be. But I guess a few years later it was just right to say to myself, "You like boys, and that's just how it is".