Re: Self Harm Calendar
my friend started lecturing me and telling me that im not trying hard enough to quit. she asked me why i wasnt trying hard enough... and she was acting really angry. she told me over and over again "youre not trying hard enough. try harder." "youre drowning yourself in self-pity." it cant be self pity... i dont pity myself. i hate myself. what can i say to her? i told her i dont pity myself, and she said "if thats what you want to believe...."
it just makes me so angry i want to shoot myself.
...but she was blind to this...
~i am rowan hear me roar