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Old March 13th, 2008, 10:55 PM  
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Join Date: August 17, 2007
Location: pleasanton ca for shizz
Gender: Female
Default Re: Self Harm Calendar

my friend started lecturing me and telling me that im not trying hard enough to quit. she asked me why i wasnt trying hard enough... and she was acting really angry. she told me over and over again "youre not trying hard enough. try harder." "youre drowning yourself in self-pity." it cant be self pity... i dont pity myself. i hate myself. what can i say to her? i told her i dont pity myself, and she said "if thats what you want to believe...."

it just makes me so angry i want to shoot myself.

...but she was blind to this...

~i am rowan hear me roar
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