ya I agree with Gatwick. My father, great-grandpa, grandmother, dog, grandma, and great-aunt have all died in the past 4-5 years and it has been really hard for me also. I try to keep my head up and know that each day I live for them and should live it to the fullest! Whenever you're thinking about them and how devestating the situtation is, you should do something that helps you grieve and makes you feel better... I really enjoy thinking about the better times I had with the person and crying makes it easier. I hope you have no more losses and I know if you stay posotive everything will work out for the best!
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