I no how u feel Sara! My friend killed herself 2. Ive lost over 10 people that i love in the past 5 years....including my mom. and i miss all of them so much!!
If you need someone to talk to here i am. E-mail me ok. It helps me when i write a poem or a story. It get my saddness and anger out. I posted some of my poems in the creative writing forum. Remember im here if you need help. Im very sorry for you.