Originally Posted by Dark Templar
Your temporary Fix will be your only fix if you rely on it...Stop..now..
Also, after a while you'll need more to get this "fix", you'll do it more often, more places, deeper. You'll find yourself carrying your weapon of choice with you where ever you go, it'll become like a security blanket, thing will get so intense if school is the thing that stresses you out then you'll soon find yourself in the restroom digging at your arm. People will start to notice, then the word gets out to your parents. Trust me, I've been there. After a while what you think you control really controls you.
I advise you to stop now. Just throw it all away and pretend it never happened.
Take Care. ((hugs))