its dead hard for me anyway to find another gay guy, not even a boyfriend. i sometimes think im like the only one. but there has to be so many more. i never had a boyfriend, the closest thing to a boyfriend is through the internet, but i still regard them as a boyfriend, its damn hard!
no one only ppl online know im gay, other then redcar (lets just say he is the only guy in my cell phonebook that knows im gay)