Thanks guys. I still feel the same way, but I went to my school counseler today. I'll probably have a few sessions with her before school ends. To take my mind of this, I've staretd playing tennis again. I need to get better. I don't want to let myself slip, though its hard when my life is covered in grease. I apreciate both of your guys's advice, and everyone on this site. You've all done so much for me.im going to try and put my life togeather.
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